Well the week has finally come to an end. It has been pretty hectic for me and although I know I should be glad I can't help but feel overwhelmed. I'm hanging on by a thread trying not to sink from all the work. Lord help me please!
I was supposed to see Scip tonight but he flaked - no big deal. Another time. I have plans to go out with Martha tomorrow night so that should be fun. Can't wait but before that we're doing sushi lunch for Vero's birthday.
No word from Johnny but that's ok - i think i just needed that last night for closure. The fascination is gone although he'll always be in my heart. I truly wish he could've been the one for me.
K i'm off to bed not much to write about tonight.
Ready for halloween!
Friday, October 9, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Last night...
Dear Diary:
I did it - I called "him". He did answer and I heard him say 'oh shit i have to go outside for this call'. He was surprised to hear from me. He'd been in town for about a week or so...although he said he didn't come to see Meredith it seemed like that since she's the one he's been spending time with. He hasn't changed - still a charmer. He said he'd love to see me and that he didn't call cause he thought I didn't want to talk to him. Excuses I know. I won't fall for it but it still hurts all the memories just came flooding back and I'm left longing.
*as soon as forever is through - i'll be over you*
I did it - I called "him". He did answer and I heard him say 'oh shit i have to go outside for this call'. He was surprised to hear from me. He'd been in town for about a week or so...although he said he didn't come to see Meredith it seemed like that since she's the one he's been spending time with. He hasn't changed - still a charmer. He said he'd love to see me and that he didn't call cause he thought I didn't want to talk to him. Excuses I know. I won't fall for it but it still hurts all the memories just came flooding back and I'm left longing.
*as soon as forever is through - i'll be over you*
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Smitten Unrequited
So last night I met Rosi for dinner. Her sister and friend joined us. I had to endure how her sister has the guy hooked and dangling by a thread sending her flowers constantly and at her beck and call. Oh please - I kept trying to figure out WHY??? Rosi is so much prettier - go figure.
Julius said Aaron caught his girlfriend cheating with his friend and he's gone back to Miami.
I wish he would have called. I feel so bad for him. Take care of him for me.
Meredith was there and she came by to say hi and of course to let me know that Johnny was in town. My heart dropped and I haven't been the same since. No wonder he's been on my mind so much lately cause he was nearby. In my heart I keep wishing he'd call and want to see me but alas that is not to be. My phone doesn't even ring. It's ok that's just the awful truth.
*maldito corazon*
It was just a dream - it wasn't real.
Julius said Aaron caught his girlfriend cheating with his friend and he's gone back to Miami.
I wish he would have called. I feel so bad for him. Take care of him for me.
Meredith was there and she came by to say hi and of course to let me know that Johnny was in town. My heart dropped and I haven't been the same since. No wonder he's been on my mind so much lately cause he was nearby. In my heart I keep wishing he'd call and want to see me but alas that is not to be. My phone doesn't even ring. It's ok that's just the awful truth.
*maldito corazon*
It was just a dream - it wasn't real.