Well things have been kind of glum around here - I really think I'm depressed. I've spent the last month+ just staying home and sleeping. I only go to work and each day that gets harder to do. I have no interest in going out or anything i just want to sleep and eat and thats it! whats wrong with me? this is getting really old and i need to do something quick - its not even about Johnny anymore or is it? I feel so alone and dont have anyone to talk to cause melissa (my so called best friend) is off doing her own thing and has no intention of inviting me or including in me in any way. That's all fine so long as she never refers to herself as my best friend ever again because she has abandoned me and best friends dont do that. I don't plan on bringing it up because its not worth the hassle I leave it in God's hands. I guess I'm where I'm supposed to be.
Well Ernest calls and keeps in touch so thats good but we have yet to spend any time hanging out. Scip finally called the other night. He's been with some girl so he's been busy but sounds like he's doing ok.
I'm waiting ever so patiently to see my VB. I miss him so much and he says he misses me too alot. I wish he'd make more effort to spend time with me...oh well i'm settling arent i. But what else can i do.
ok i'm going to go watch movies with my luvbug she's got the popcorn going so i'll get back to you later.
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