Well I've decided to start blogging. Not for anyone to have access to just for me to vent as needed. I've got plenty to vent about although I try to keep it at bay.
So for my first entry:
So far this week has gotten off to a pretty good start. Work has been keeping my mind occupied and I've been staying home and spending time with the luvbugs. I haven't heard from Melissa but I never returned her last call so I don't expect to hear from her and that's that. As far as I'm concerned she made her choice and from the looks of her facebook comments she's enjoying life so good for her. I'm just on hiatus at the moment but I have no doubt that my time will come and I too will be enjoying life. I always knew she wasn't my Best Friend Forever.
I was hurt by her actions but I refuse to dwell on that so I just chose to walk away. I'm good at that I know. No harm no foul.
I thought Vincent and I would be together again but he's a jerk to me too and I've just had enough of that crap. I'm sure he's seeing others so why bother - we were over a long time ago. I miss Johnny more than ever and I can't tell you how much I wish he'd come back to me...but in my heart I know that's just wishful thinking. I just hope he's ok - wherever he is and whoever he's with take care of him for me because he'll always own my heart.
Haven't heard from Scip in forever - sent him a message on myspace hope he's ok and i hope to hear from him soon. It would be nice to see him and catch up.
No word from Kenneth - I'm getting worried.
Texted Robert yesterday and he's ok - gonna try to come visit soon. Hope to see him - he misses me and i miss him too. Can't wait to see him again!
Lately I've been spending more time online - twittering with Adrian, Jakob and lazy my O from NYC. Also on facebook. I'm debating on whether or not I should try e-harmony? hmmm it's an option? We'll see and I'll let you know.
Signing off - more to come...
So for my first entry:
So far this week has gotten off to a pretty good start. Work has been keeping my mind occupied and I've been staying home and spending time with the luvbugs. I haven't heard from Melissa but I never returned her last call so I don't expect to hear from her and that's that. As far as I'm concerned she made her choice and from the looks of her facebook comments she's enjoying life so good for her. I'm just on hiatus at the moment but I have no doubt that my time will come and I too will be enjoying life. I always knew she wasn't my Best Friend Forever.
I was hurt by her actions but I refuse to dwell on that so I just chose to walk away. I'm good at that I know. No harm no foul.
I thought Vincent and I would be together again but he's a jerk to me too and I've just had enough of that crap. I'm sure he's seeing others so why bother - we were over a long time ago. I miss Johnny more than ever and I can't tell you how much I wish he'd come back to me...but in my heart I know that's just wishful thinking. I just hope he's ok - wherever he is and whoever he's with take care of him for me because he'll always own my heart.
Haven't heard from Scip in forever - sent him a message on myspace hope he's ok and i hope to hear from him soon. It would be nice to see him and catch up.
No word from Kenneth - I'm getting worried.
Texted Robert yesterday and he's ok - gonna try to come visit soon. Hope to see him - he misses me and i miss him too. Can't wait to see him again!
Lately I've been spending more time online - twittering with Adrian, Jakob and lazy my O from NYC. Also on facebook. I'm debating on whether or not I should try e-harmony? hmmm it's an option? We'll see and I'll let you know.
Signing off - more to come...
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